caitiecat19

How can I explain this to you, my poetry is coming through. You can't see that I suffer through, what you show so outwardly, when my screaming is internally. I bottle things up its who I am, I just don't know how to make you understand. Being terrified of losing everything which is what you are to me, but you can't let it go can't let it be. I can only apologize but that is not enough, you want me to punish myself until I'm tough. Well I'm sorry to say that I am not, my hands will bleed, I will cry, and my head will get hot. I'm just a girl who hates regrets, and hopes that all endings could be well met. I wish you could see inside my head, m

My eyes spark with inspiration Desperation, at its best. Your short lived triumph over pretty boys, with jest. I cry not for your soul or theirs for you see. Your unhappiness caused by them forces me into apathy. Off hand it is petty and shallow and bitter. I see not why you bother with these pretty boys when they're all just runts of a litter. You search for the pure breds, expensive and trained but instead find the ones with not a penny to their name. I dont pity you, but find it quite grand For one day you will find I have a dimond in my hand. You scoff at my choices and think me quite stupid. But I think it is you my dear

Angels in heaven we've fallen to earth halos of fire we hold with wings tinged with crimson tears we cry broken, yet bold. The people we wish for we once were a part of a beating heart, an empty sky. But now fallen from heaven in our sad truth of searching our existence seems a lie. We walk around wingless to human eyes only those of us who know the truth of the spell that binds us with invisible wings, we must hide below. unseeing eyes clouded by ignorance which what these humans call is bliss unabashed by heaven or hell these fallen angels have a feathered kiss. lest these broken souls not be saved but doomed to eternity. For falling in

14 year old girl left alone Quiet and shy, her friends have moved on for now she has no one. She had never felt so different. Half-way through her 8th grade school year she awakened. Pain, as if wings were on her back She never told anyone. She lost herself in anime and the computer world for a whole year. Never ventured past neko's. Until recently now 5 years later. Furries at least in art has peaked her interest. All of these things are just the beginnings of Finding Myself.

You call me gorgeous, and drop hints turn around and treat me like a kid and i dont get you, even though we kissed I stay single, in hopes that youll advance but no dice, then you turn to entrance me with your words and a sweet embrace i'm lost with my thoughts incased I'm confused, quite puzzled about how you feel about me cause you say you want me but I'm not worth your time You say your bad, but that cant be true because i know you. Your good inside, though your control strays and trust me i keep my own at bay I know your worth it, so why cant we try you say i can't right now,my hurt pretty deep i understand that, but not

I'm not sure what's going on with me my heads all fuzzy,and your all I see. I barely know you,but I'm yours And being around you opens new doors. My heads gone crazy with thoughts of you as far as I know yours has too. I dont understand this feeling all because, I thought I knew what love was. Well I was wrong, thank the skies Because for me I'm breaking ties. To hateful people, hateful hearts starting over with better hope a newer start. I really hope your the one for me Cause' with you and I our thoughts are like telepathy. Forever and always, you and I. I've said it before, but this is no lie. Baby you've got me for all t